heylo!!!!

woah haven't updated this thing for a while huh? welz...i've been hekka busy w/ school and stuff...n workin for asb n havin a million meetings...dis week has been busy, but i know next week will be busy like no other!!! but hopefully will go by fast...been tryin to study for da PSAT's next saturday...balh....but besides all the stressin i'm just chillin n life n wat not....

today was chill.....went to school...had an asb meeting for an hour n a half which was very hyper and crazee lol..n then chilled at da band room area for a while....i swear, something interesting, weird, n strange happens all the time in that area lol...it's very different lol

tomarrow...it starts of w/ going shoppin for mai hc dress n idelle's cotillion's dress...then straight to my cousin's b-day partay, then straight to my fwen's party then go home...gonna be i wild and crazee day i think! lol :)

dayum...this...has been...the best...week ....ever...haven't...had a happy day in a lOong time....it feelz good...i remember this feeling.....

mOod: haPpiez : )

hi hi! :)

yes as you can tell, i'm updating this thing weekly now, cause i'm too tired er too lazy er too busy during the week to update it haha welz skool isn't all that bad YET....i've been havin a lot of meetings and stuff for asb and wat not it's just been pretty chill....

yesturday i went to national city for dis prayer/get together thing...it was kinnna boring...cause i didn't know anybody except my younger cuz...she's a froshy this year at uh...some skool...forgot the name of it...we locked ourselves in one room and talked bout guyz n stuff..ya gurl talk i guess you can say...i learned sumthing bout her tho...she's the straight up kinna person like she just telz guyz she likes them straight up outta no where and stuff, i found it kinna funny cause she kalled da guy she liked n told him straight up right in front of me! dat was like hillarious! lol later on jeff kalled me er jeff n alex i should say...they're weird but we all are lol....i went straight to church afterwards..went home..ate dinner...ran to my cell...oliver kalled...talked to him for a while...then cynthia for a while...then went to bed lol long day! lol

today is just doing homework n chillin...yup....chill day!

thOughs in mY minD: i know wat i hafta do, n i know wat i should do, n i'll do it, but at da same time i'm getting mixed signals, but then iono there's no point anymore for me to say anything right?...right...ya iono...i gotta ACCEPT...i know i do...n i'm trying really hard to do so....even if i dun wanna....i still am trying!!!

haha tiffany, it isn't your birthday anymore!!!! so i dun hafta get tortured by you and your evil mind!!! lol i dun hafta say yes to watever you ask me now! hah!

cynthia...common now...u can do 1 week!!! lol THIS n THAT n the other THAT you know wat i mean? they're all dorks! especially THIS and THAT cause THAT was a b****!!!! n you know it gurl!!! homecomming...? lol

mOOd: hehe...::smiles:: n :giggles:: but at da same time ::blah:: ...dun ask me y lol

helLo!!!

woah haven't written in here in like a week cause like skool started! blah! the first week of skool was ok....first couple dayz were like...blah..cuase ya...the whole week was pretty much a bit crazie...but ya skool is aiight it's like not bad so far! lol but ya....the dance friday night was chill....all my fwenz got their freak on ...the last hour or so i wasn't in da good mood, so i just chilled sitting.....

can you belive that i got home at 7 o'clock this morning! i was out all night n so i slept until like 2 pm dis afternoon! lol ya crazee huh! i was chillin w/ my cousins all night, it was fun, got all my stress out and got my problems off my mind so it was all fun n chill n a LIL hyperness lol and we picked up my younger cuz at his fwen's pool party...oh man dat generation is crazee! wat they did at the party was a bit too woah! for me haha...

the rest of today is like just chill...n rest...then procrastinate n do my homework tomarrow :) ...lol

haha cuz! RHR watever! ewwww!

aww mayn true playaz....wat's a ho to do?.......

MoOd: blah, watever

haLlo

woah haven't written in this thing for a while...welz for da past week i've just been chillin....last tues and thursday i went to MC to work for ASB of course lol y else would i go there during the summer? haha...thursday i was waitin for my ride to pick me up n i had like 45 min left so char stayed w/ me for a while until nikki n tiffany came(they transfered to MC hah!) n nikki i dun care wat you say...gerard is MY cousin cause we're blood related lol...hah me, nikki, n tiff got gerard's keys n chilled at his car...dayum music haha! ....anywayz...been spending da last couple nights chillen at da hospital cause my grandpa is there ::sigh:: he'll be there for a while, it sux....friday i was kinna sick...so chilled at home most of da day...i had cotillion practice yesturday...woah! i'm surprised i remembered da steps...kinna lol and it was sOooo freakin hoTt yesturday! i was plannin on going to MC for da football fan fest but i was so dizzy after practice i just went straight home...n then today....i went to run some errands...saw ms.sarah cook at costco...we talked bout how it sux that SKOOL STARTS TOMARROW......it's so sad...n then i went home...got some stuff ready for skool...now i'm just gonna chill for da last time for da rest of da day.....

hey kreeeestal...tanx for da present from cancun! :) lol !!!!!

idelle my sista...you know i luv ya....i'm not gonna dance hip hop w/ u guyz...but u know i luv ya....other then your boifwend....he's mean!

tiffany....OR = never is it gonna happen! so you minus will give it up! tomarrow....oh o........

....eh...i hope someone didn't go somewhere last night after i told someone to not go....

mOod: jUst chIll and wateverz yup yup